I want to live…

Just over a month ago I got my diagnosis, I know I've mentioned this before but it hadn't really set in. It was first suggested to me about 4/5 months ago that I have symptoms of borderline personality disorder. My immediate reaction was no but the more I read, the more it made sense to [...]


It’s amazing how one realisation makes your whole past make sense..

I've recently got my diagnosis and now when memories pop into my head, they make more and more sense. My whole behaviour and relationship patterns from my teenage years make so much sense now. Every friendship, every attachment, every time I did something different to other people, every reaction or response. It all adds up. [...]

Home Sweet Home!

It took just under 2 weeks but I'm finally home! I'm not even sure how I made it through work yesterday. I was so tired I slept for 2 1/2 hours, woke up and had some food and was back in bed 3 1/2 hours later! Granted, I've been awake since half 6 this morning [...]