My life isn’t perfect, I have good days and days where I don’t feel so great. I have days where everything is perfect and then days where I just want to hide away from the world.
Recently though, there’s been more ups than downs and I’ve been much better at coping with the downs.
I’m learning to rely more on myself and my own abilities. I’m learning to keep my mouth shut a little, because I don’t need to say every thought.
It’s been a busy few weeks. I have been out and about in Coventry, been to gigs and a festival, as well as a few extra outings for peoples birthdays!
I have had such an amazing time recently and have even managed to find the time to hide away just enough so that I don’t get too over exhausted!
This weekend is another fun filled weekend. I have a friends Hen Do to go to tonight, which I’m looking forward to, and tomorrow I’m going to a carvery with one of my favourite people!
I’m slowing starting to fall in love with my life rather than a person. I love my freedom and independence. I love my home and the person/ pets I live with. I love the things I do and the programmes I watch. I love being me and am slowly opening up about things in my past, no longer ashamed of things that have happened. I’m slowly letting go of my fears.
I don’t know where the future will take me, but that’s ok. I just need to keep doing what makes me happy.